You’re like the freak

She’s gone and I’m hungry.
I usually don’t have any problem eating alone, just that now I kinda feel like that stared out circus-freak everyone else, including me, sit and pity and feel sorry for and without hesitation, quietly judge.
"He’s alone cause he has no friends and probably slaughter cats in his spare time."
And all you can really do is sit there and take it, cause if you do, anything, you all of the sudden confirm their weird ideas.